Words of PowerAnd AgainYou spokeyour words wrapping around me in a songtransforming me, changing me, spinning meinto a goddess, radiant, beautiful, beaminga unicorn, delicate, special, and cherishedeach word was a promise of love eternalI was to loved and be loved forever.Then I heard the words you spoke ofknowing me, hating me, shaming me,just a human, flawed, fragile, sinninga mare, abused, tired, and neglectedfeeding the worms inside my bellywith love that never nourishes me.I wait for you to change once againhoping you, wishing you, needing you,knowing you were under some horrible spelland time, perhaps, could fix you
DominoesI never meant for this to happen but one touch one mistake has sent my life spiraling in a chain reactiondominoes falling one by one in a spiraling design only seen from the outside while I am trapped within only able to see the destruction caused by choices that seemed like a good idea at the time
Missing YouWhen the breeze moves I feel your breath on my skin,And the caress of the sun is your loveI can hear the whisper of your voice dancing in my heartAnd I long for your gentle embraceBecause I'm lonely right now, isolated from withinAnd somehow between the laughter and tearsYou managed to grant my heart butterfly wings,Rather than the sfot but steel centered angel varietyThese wings are gossamer thin and leave a silver wakeA path through crowded streets to your formBut I am trapped here and now in the cold wallsFluorescent lights clicking like softly chattering computer keysWishing, longing, desperate for your touchAnd
Hiding in Black and WhiteDotted i crossed t hiding in the black and white world No tears to blur pages isolation and solitude in the letter by letter protection of verbs nouns commas personification my companionable silence with a word processor protection against the burst the explosion agony ripping through my heart threatening to release onomonopea sighs desolate adjectives Saviors of forshadowing in the onminous siilence of the afternoon. Comfort me in precision shelter me in the victory