Words of Power And AgainYou spokeyour words wrapping around me in a songtransforming me, changing me, spinning meinto a goddess, radiant, beautiful, beaminga unicorn, delicate, special, and cherishedeach word was a promise of love eternalI was to loved and be loved forever.Then I heard the words you spoke ofknowing me, hating me, shaming me,just a human, flawed, fragile, sinninga mare, abused, tired, and neglectedfeeding the worms inside my bellywith love that never nourishes me.I wait for you to change once againhoping you, wishing you, needing you,knowing you were under some horrible spelland time, perhaps, could fix you
Dominoes I never meant for this to happen but one touch one mistake has sent my life spiraling in a chain reactiondominoes falling one by one in a spiraling design only seen from the outside while I am trapped within only able to see the destruction caused by choices that seemed like a good idea at the time
I Love You, Really go ahead and tell me you love metaking me apart inch by inchskin slowly removed beneath fingersthat should be bringing pleasurebut instead pick and poke and takewhisper your pleasure in my earlay me out on satin sheetsmy breasts are mountainsand in between is the valleyin a state of constant earthquakeas my heart beats with love for youthough you're pulling out my soulfrom the hole you've createdlined with the white edges of my ribswhile I smile with teeth of that same hueand whisper sweet nothings in return
Inside I'm Alive When I was growing up, I was never a Sesame Street girl, I was a Barney girl. I even had the ill-fated hamster named Zippy like the one on the show, who unfortunately made a bid for freedom in his plastic little ball and got stuck in a divot on the lawn in the Arizona sun, and, I suppose, eventually was free though not in the greatest of ways.It wasn't until I was much older that I saw Sesame Street, or one of those shows for children. All I remember of it was seeing a girl running down a series of hallways, all white, each one the same except for the plain white doors to either side. She eventually chose one and was dropped into the world
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